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Nothing’s more difficult than doing it yourself
I learned this the hard way trying to cum on my own
The shower was hot enough to relive the memory. And I had every intention of staying in the shower till I came again. The steam recreated the experience and the memory aided my body . . .
“Meet the Cuddler”
Trying to Cum on My Own
Link to scripture http://biblehub.com/jeremiah/17-9.htm
This piece is a continuation from Meet the Cuddler
*** previously titled Almost Losing My Virginity ***
*** Formerly Losing My Virginity ***
I took a long shower that night, stayed away from guys longer than that. And I had every intention of staying in the shower till I fulfilled desires and removed un-pleasantries. If I tried hard enough I’d cum again. The shower was hot enough to relive the memory. And I was kinda super-anxious to cum on my own. I didn’t touch myself: I wanted my mind to do the work. I wanted it to recreate the experience without the other person.
The steam recreated the environment and the memory aided my body but just when I thought I was there my brain returned to the present. I was pissed off and didn’t want to try again so I sulked embarrassingly because reality deprived me of it. I tried again a short while later, this time with my back already against the wall. I figured I’d need something to catch me when I reached that point. But the reality of the wall prevented it and I didn’t want to hurt myself from the barriers here.
So I soaped myself up and started scrubbing. His cum never touched me but I wanted the skin cells that shared the same air as his cum lifeless. So I scrubbed until I was sure it was free from it. I wanted to try again in my bed but couldn’t manipulate my mind to reproduce the heat from that environment. So I got under the covers, put a pillow between my legs and thanked God for sparing it.
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