The preacher said you must kill sin in its infancy, if you allow it to grow it’ll consume you completely. I knew he was talking about my addiction. I’ve been trying to kick the habit. Did he have to look at me when he said it.
I felt the weight of my addiction as I’ve always had but I knew I could stop when I wanted. I didn’t want to stop, I wanted it always on hand but I only watched it at home when alone. My family would be downstairs watching TV and I’d be upstairs getting off consuming as much as I could before morning. Then I’d wake up refreshed better than ever with a nap planned to do the same thing again.
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