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Dinner for Mom

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Rye didn’t come home for mom’s dinner. I know my hostility towards him didn’t help.

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Tess and Karmin threw a birthday dinner for mom but nobody really showed. Audrey was excused, it was her birthday. She and her husband were out of town. We knew Ian couldn’t make it but all were surprised Kylie didn’t show.

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The Disconcerting Truth

Mad about the brick wall I didn’t go but I don’t think I would’ve . . .

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The Disconcerting Truth “Rye’s Apology” Part 9 “Enlightened”

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If yelling and talking back’s disrespectful to mom I shouldn’t do it to anyone.

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Rereading Rye’s letter I gather my thoughts but opt out of texting back. Because it wasn’t about touching my stuff it was the lack of respect they have for me as a person  that manifested itself once again.

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The Big Blow-Up Series 2 “Rethinking Life” Part 4 The Disconcerting Truth

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God can never lie so I’ll say I was wrong even though I know I’m right.

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I started before I got everything I wanted, writing the blog, learning to dance, prepping sets. So if I have to walk away before going live I’ll just go live another way.

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“Before I Got Everything I Wanted”

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Auntie’s Chat

I called dad’s sister and told her everything. She and I . . .

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Scared Shitless “The Leak” Series 2 Part 8 The Morning After

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This is Scared Shitless Series 2 Part 8

“The Leak”

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Mom came upstairs to check the bricks. I wanted to wait till sundown.

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It was Sabbath morning the only day I don’t work but mom wasn’t raised that way.

“What are you doing?”

“Peeling back the tape”

“But it’s Saturday”

Ignoring me she revealed a brick.

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Just My Luck

As soon as the sun set I peeled back the tape but some parts  wouldn’t come off. So I . . .

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Scared Shitless Part 7 “The Leak” Meet the Plumber

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“The Leak”

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Mom called around but only one picked up. She left voicemails for everyone else.

“I can come out tomorrow for the regular price
or I can be there within the hour at this rate”

It was more than twice as much but we couldn’t manage the leak. So when she asked me I asked her what she thought she should do.

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“Irked”

Mom presented it to me in Karmin’s room. I’d calmed down but . . .

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Reparations “My Relationship with Mom”

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My relationship with mom is irreparable. I realize my part in it. It wasn’t until I started to mature I saw her flaws. She’s always seen mine.

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My expectations for her are extremely high.  They include what she’s taught me. My childhood’s been difficult because of that. Adulting hasn’t been easy.

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The Disconcerting Truth “Mother’s Day”

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This is apart of A Gift For Mom Series

“Mothers Day”

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“Breakfast For Mom

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I don’t make it my business to out do them. My standards are different from theirs. In actuality I brought those flowers for me. It just happened to be Mother’s Day.

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All the cool arrangements I’ve seen must be ordered in advance. I have too much on my mind for that. But when I saw a guy across the street with an extravagant bouquet I needed one just like that.

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